I lonely
Suspended without sentence
Impending the doom
Of fallen comrades
Inferred fate
A consequence
Of everything changing around
External developments
Out of my control
Every gust
Could be my last
It’s been happening so long
I’ve grown used to the fear
Another year
I lasted longer
Stayed stronger
Than all those around me
You will ground me
And that’s fine
You confound me
Every time
I want to plummit
And meet you
In the deepest, darkest depths
Coated in love
Filthy with pride
Soaking in faith
Rotting in happiness